Back from the dead?

The problem with 'the internet' is that you set up account after account, you follow trend after trend, then when in your mid to late 30s you realise that everything you followed ten years ago is no longer a thing. Half the accounts have closed down and are forgotten, the other half are still active and you have a feed with nothing going on. I've spent most my adult life waiting for something to happen, waiting to be discovered, chanced upon, I set up account after account thinking maybe this will be my tool, this will get me out of my life hole. Well so far nope, nothing, still deep in the hole, mid life crisis has fully kicked in and I am pissed. I worked hard, tried and tried to do things to stand out and nothing, so what the actual fuck is it all about... Moan over, done and done. Adios...